Ten Years.....How Much Do People Change?

In a couple weeks, my class is having their ten year class reunion. I have mixed emotions about this. I want to go, but yet I don't.

I don't want to go because I really don't remember much about school, and the people who are all going to be their weren't necessarily people I've ever considered friends. I also think a lot will be talking about dumb stuff from high school. My old classmates also perceived me as being a certain type of person. Will they see that they were wrong all these years? Will they think I'm the same "quiet" person I was ten years ago? Will they really care if I attend? Will they try to understand the person I have become and decisions I have made in my life? Will anyone even care?

I want to attend the reunion because I want to reconnect with classmates and see where life's road has led them. I want to see what everyone is doing.

I don't know what to do. However, the decision may be made by whether or not I can find someone to work the weekend for me.

Better Days

So, I quit my full time job, and I'm not sure what's next in life. It's kind of exciting yet scary at the same time. I love living my life like it's one big adventure, but there's a practical side of me that keeps nagging at the back of my mind telling me I need to do something soon. I am picking up shifts at the nursing home, but I hope things fall into place and I get an awesome job soon.

Should I Stay or Should I Go.....

As always, I'm once again at crossroads in my life. I sort of like my job, but I wouldn't feel too bad leaving. I sort of like living in Pierre, but I crave the bigger city with more opportunities to do stuff. I like having people around that I know and friends to call up and go to the movies or whatever, but I want to do something more in life.

I've been trying to get back to school for a long time now. I'm trying online classes this fall, so please cross your fingers for me! My life has become so hum-drum, that I am drowning in the boringness of it all! I want to move to an area that I can go to school and forge on with my life and I want to go somewhere that has more job opportunites available. I want everyone to go with me though. I know I can't have it all, but a girl can dream!

So here I sit, wondering what path in life to take. Do I stay where I'm comfortable with friends, family and a stable job? Do I go out on a limb and take a chance at life somewhere else where I will find a new job, and new friends? Can I cut the umbilical cord I have to Pierre/Onida? There are just way too many decisions to make, that it makes my head hurt! I want someone to tell me what to do, and with the knowledge that I would be successful at that venture!

So I must continue to look into myself and decide for myself what I should do. Only I can make the choice in the end. I just hope it's the right one!