Maybe this all means something.

The title of this blog entry is a phrase in a song. I don't know if it applies to my life, but I just like that phrase. Maybe this all means something....maybe I was "meant" to take time off before going back to school; maybe I was "meant" to work where I am with my co-workers and meeting these people and learning from them and forming new bonds; maybe I wasn't "meant" to be idle and stay just in one place. I'm fulfilling my destiny, but I don't know what my destiny is! I feel like a gypsy because I want to go everywhere, do everything, and enjoy life!

I'm thinking of moving-but not until next year after my lease expires-to go to a different school in a different location with different people and different job options. I'm kind of excited and want the year to pass by quickly! I don't know if what I want to go to school for is the best option for me, but I need to try. Even if it ends in failure, at least I gave it my all-and that's all that really matters. I don't want to live my life like I have for the past five years--waiting for something good to come along. I didn't realize at the time that's what I was doing, now I want to be proactive and get out of my slump!

I have so many things I want to do in life! I used to think I was getting too old to do what I wanted, but really, I have years to accomplish my goals. I don't have to have them all accomplished before I'm 30, 35, or even 50! Life's good....it's now time for me to bask in the sunlight of life!