Maybe this all means something.

The title of this blog entry is a phrase in a song. I don't know if it applies to my life, but I just like that phrase. Maybe this all means something....maybe I was "meant" to take time off before going back to school; maybe I was "meant" to work where I am with my co-workers and meeting these people and learning from them and forming new bonds; maybe I wasn't "meant" to be idle and stay just in one place. I'm fulfilling my destiny, but I don't know what my destiny is! I feel like a gypsy because I want to go everywhere, do everything, and enjoy life!

I'm thinking of moving-but not until next year after my lease expires-to go to a different school in a different location with different people and different job options. I'm kind of excited and want the year to pass by quickly! I don't know if what I want to go to school for is the best option for me, but I need to try. Even if it ends in failure, at least I gave it my all-and that's all that really matters. I don't want to live my life like I have for the past five years--waiting for something good to come along. I didn't realize at the time that's what I was doing, now I want to be proactive and get out of my slump!

I have so many things I want to do in life! I used to think I was getting too old to do what I wanted, but really, I have years to accomplish my goals. I don't have to have them all accomplished before I'm 30, 35, or even 50! Life's good....it's now time for me to bask in the sunlight of life!

Weddings, Family and Alcohol

I just got back this afternoon from my cousin, Casey's wedding. It took place by Gary's cabin out in Lead. It turned out to be a great day, even if the sun was mostly in my eyes.

I'm not much of a sappy person in public, but I glance up to where Casey stood when Andrea came down the hill. Casey was trying so hard to contain himself, but he was crying. All I could do after that was to cry.

I love getting together with family, and especially at weddings! Everyone's drinking (but not drunk) and relaxed, and everyone DANCES! Even though there were only a few danceable songs, we had a blast! Too bad there won't be any weddings again soon!

Happy Spring!

I don't know why, but today I'm really happy. Nothing out of the ordinary happened, I didn't win the lottery, I didn't witness anyone falling, I worked hard, spent a lot of money, but yet I'm still happy today.

Maybe it's because Spring is here. It's getting nice outside. Gangs are roaming the streets and railroad tracks. Or maybe because I just soaked my feet and shaved my legs. Now my legs feel like a baby butt! Heehee!!! I also bought more cool makeup, and got my Jafra stuff today! Yeah!!!

Anywho, I hope you all are enjoying spring also!!!

Peace out!